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last night (saturday night) I got a call from my sister saying that my dad was in the hospital. His blood sugar was out of wack due to not eating all day as well as having low blood pressure. He is a Diabetic so eating is a must. He is overall a healthy person and it is rare for somethin like this to happen to him.



My sister in law mychelle decided to make a big deal out of it simply by the way i worded it when i posted on fb to let everyone know what had happened. I don't really care because she still is kind of out of the loop when it comes to dad being Diabetic and how he has lived since the diagnoses a little over 10 years ago.



Anyway, i've basically been out of the loop on whats been goin on aside from what i know about the situation. I overheard a short bit of conversation between my sister and sister in law and heard enough and want to move. However, i can't because of money and not having a job. If i can find a job in the area that i want to move to as well as a place to live i'd be in a lot better shape than i am now. i'd also probably be a lot happier considering the current hellhole i live in. it really sucks living in the current state that i do but not much i can do about it at the present moment other than look for places to work and live in the orlando tampa area. i can't wait to move to either place and have a place of my own and job. it's gonna be sweet to shove it everyones faces that think i cant make it on my own simply because i've never been fully on my own before in regards to finances and balance between having an actual job and place of my own. Being drunk right now doesnt really help but i'd rather be drunk right now than sober.

The news that I had been waiting for came yesterday afternoon. I am back into the class that I had been removed from :D. I had apparently accidentally answered a question wrong. Instead of saying no, I answered yes to a question stating that I had been expelled from CFCC. Therefore, I had to get a letter sent from CFCC to UoP stating that I was not expelled and go through other hoops in the process. Having patience is always good in situations like these. I'm always glad in the end because I saw it through and everything worked out fine.



Yesterday I got the call saying I had been reinstated into the same class I had been removed from instead of having to wait for another class to open up. So, I got as much done that needed to be done and doing more today. I have a little bit of a hangover and have some after effects but nothin unusual. I'm just happy that I got good news so i celebrated a little. Aside from the homework and a few other things i'm not doing much and will of course be here on VR quite a bit today to level up as much as possible before being with friends tonight at karaoke. Its always fun watchin people sing at Applebees.

tomorrow begins my 1st day fully online. I am still at UoP but i am taking classes online instead of on campus. It was going to be financially impossible to keep going to on ground campus after a while. I would have had to move and get a job in tampa near the campus if i were to keep on ground.



it is a little better anyway because i liked online a little more. It helps me focus more and know that it is all me responsibility wise.



I know i'll do fine and eventually graduate and help others understand different topics better.

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Requiem
04:56 Sep 05 2011

My brother has gone back to school - and he is doing complete online courses.



I am glad you see the motivation and coursework and responsibility is all on you - it's not easy - but you seem to have the right mind set to make a right go of it.



I wish you luck. :)

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BLOODLIFE
08:43 Sep 05 2011

You rock hun, keep aiming high ;-)

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Today marks 9 years since my mom died. Its been a tough road but one that I have often times traveled alone and silently. there have been times where I have called out and wanted help. However, much of the time many didn't quite understand how to help or gave the time to help so I would go at it alone. Those who did care and gave the time to help i cherish because they wanted to help and actually tried to reach out to me also.



The life that I have now is one that I have gotten because of where I have been. Where I am going is partly unknown but i know I will make the best of it. I will always miss my mom but she is always with me.

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BLOODLIFE
19:47 Sep 01 2011

You're brave and lovin' ... great combination :-)

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Requiem
04:57 Sep 05 2011

♥ I miss my parents terribly, still. I am, after 11 years for one and over 4 years for the other, still not where you are. I envy your fortitude.

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